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They called from highway authority if i could change my driving test time, which is 2morrow... And i was like, no i don't know i will check with my school teacher and then i called him and then he said it will be really tight and it wouldn't work at all to change a earlier time or later... Then i called back to the highway authority and said that i couldn't change the time and so... and they said well it says 15.30 here and we can't changed it. And i told them about what happened and she was still against and told me about that it said 15.30 on her's computer. And i was NO arn't you listening to me!? And she said ok i will put you to the other line. And i was like THANK YOU (FINALLY!) But then my phone cash run out of money and i couldn't speak to the other lady from Borås (the one who called me up in the first place). And then i just ran up to call from my moms house cause i was so close home then. And just rang them up and they put me on the phone with the lady from Borås quickly. And said that i need that time of driving test! And she said yeah sure... I was so nervouse and everything that they may have gone and done something already. Which they did also btw. I was like Whata fuck! You can't do that!

Then it was fixed i got my driving test time back as normal.

BUT then my sis called and told me that i had to come to the restaurant or the town 2MORROW and be and sign my name on a freakin paper. And i was like i Can't , I REALLY CAN'T!  and then she put my "dad" on the phone. And then he started to freakin SPEAK. And said that it's the last time for me to get away from this shit hole and i was like yeah yeah yeah, sure whatever. WHAT ABOUT ME! I CAN'T!!!  and then we started to argue whit each other, which i love! ... Totally, yeah NO!!!

And i told him I'm having my driving test 2MORROW! THAT'S WHY I CAN'T! and i can't go and just reserve it again. I've waited for 3 freakin months to this! And you just want me to sign a freakin paper that jackie can do! (She's not the owner for the restaurant) me IS! Cause they changed it for some fucking reasone. And he said: yea if i don't do this i'm gonna die any minute! OMG i was like: DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT?? and he said yea, i really do! And i was like: NO i don't freakin think so, then you shoulda have died along time ago in your fucking surgery, when you did it some year ago.

I am so freakin upset that there's no words to it! aaaaaaaaaaarg! =@

He said: I pay for every cent it will cost for your driving tests! aand i said: Yeah you really think so! Are you opsolutely SURE that you will get you fucking money 2morrow? And he said yeah, you'll see when they give the money to ya 2morrow! And i said yea sure...

And he said will you help me or not! And i was so freakin angry at him i mean why would i freakin help him, he needed my help yesterday which i went to help.... I AM SO FREAKIN KIND! =@ which i hate sometimes. He even begged me....ARRRRG!

I am so gonna go away from this any time soon, I HOPE! To just get away from him! I've hated him even when i was younger. I hated him so much and now i HATE him even more! Much more and i really really really mean it!!!! 

Well he said that he will pay my all driving tests, well infact it won't change a bit! For what he did to me just a few mintues ago. He have NEVER payed a cent before for my driving tests! And now his willing to do that? Just to sign a freakin paper that anyone can do.

I am sooooo sick and tired of his SHIT!
"His thinking to much, he eat to little, he will soon die (in his fucking imagination!)"
THEN WELL GO AND DIE THEN! I DON'T CARE, I'VE HATED SINCE I WAS LITTLE, WHY WOULD I CARE? I DON'T CARE!!! I CARE AND CARE AND CARE, I MEAN I "CAAAARE" to much to even bother! Which i do anyway! BECAUSE I'M SO FREAKIN KIND!!

He says: WE chinese arn't like the swedish people! (How racialist isn't he?)(I don't fucking care!) we help each other, if someone is going to die we are there for each other, if someone will need money we will give them the money they need, if we need help we help each other afterwards. (I still don't care!)

I've helped him so many many times, with his freakin apartement! Which i hate but i do it anyway cause his begging me everytime. And i've always wanted to get away from him every since i was little. You would maybe understand if you knew... why i hate him ...