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After the sports holidays...

It was so freakin weird today!!! between everyone at all. I don't know if it has to do about the freakin thingi before the holidays. I don't know but i think so! ...

You come and say hello and how everything have been. But then you don't even get a hug or a bit of a classy touch of it all. Everyone is saying hello and give hugs to each and everyone, but me is not the one they go to!
Have i got to be one of those they "hate" now?
I really think i have, cause it's not the same at all now!
I knew that it would be weird after the sports holidays!!!! Between some certains of peeps.

Now i just work with everything i have left to do! I have to come and be done with the twoile and then move on to the next step to the real fabric that i'm going to do the jacket on!


Anyways....

Some people you can't trust! That's just the way it is!
There's people that you've come near, but they show you that they are really false to you!
They don't say anything about it, but i can see it so clearly that noone else is seeing it.
You can't trust anyone at all, infact they can show you such a sweety face, but then inside themself they think - "Go to hell"!
That is so NOT nice - then you don't even know who your real friends are! (anymore)
You give away/open your heart, but it's not enough for some peeps i guess... cause they just through away your dignity!
Is that how's it suppose to be??

That is how i feel right now!!!! ^^