Worst presentation ever!
Had the worst presentation and serously ever!!! It was a freakin nightmare! (13 may - 10)
The clock just began to run faste till it was 8.30 am which the presentation starts.
I was so freakin nervous, i even had stomach pain bcause of that.
I really hate presentations, i've hated that since i really started at school in the first place i mean when i was little. And now we had to sell our company and products. And it was soooo seriously that i could really throw up.
I felt sick. And when it was my turn: - when i get nervous at things like presentations I get so nervous that i can't even talk. I get so nervous that i can't talk much at all.
When i'm nervous i'm really really quiet!
Anyways it went totaly BOOM!
I was so freakin sad when i was done, i wanted to cry so badly after that. But i wouldn't let the tears come out bcause i didn't really wanted to cry. I wanna be happy, but i'm not! =(
But at least i did it and i was there. I'm so hard on myself i don't know why? i just am! :S I think it's good bcause than i learn maybe. But i haven't learn a thing of it by being there i think. But the positive thing is that "I'M THERE and doing it anyway" and i'm really proud of me doing that even if i don't want to. I do it bcause of myself!
Anyways, I'm not totally done with the clothing line either. Have to make sure that the jeans button is on the right place bcause i did it the wrong way and on the wrong side of it. Damn how can i be so stupid! ARRG! =@
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I'm so freakin tired, my eyes ar rolling down. I think i need to sleep earlier. bcause last night i sat till 1.30 i think and the day after til 2 i think. So haven't slept that well and not that much either. So maybe it's time for me to take a nap now just like for awail 1-2 hours or something so i can go down to the sew room.
I'm going to bed now. bye for now
xoxo
The clock just began to run faste till it was 8.30 am which the presentation starts.
I was so freakin nervous, i even had stomach pain bcause of that.
I really hate presentations, i've hated that since i really started at school in the first place i mean when i was little. And now we had to sell our company and products. And it was soooo seriously that i could really throw up.
I felt sick. And when it was my turn: - when i get nervous at things like presentations I get so nervous that i can't even talk. I get so nervous that i can't talk much at all.
When i'm nervous i'm really really quiet!
Anyways it went totaly BOOM!
I was so freakin sad when i was done, i wanted to cry so badly after that. But i wouldn't let the tears come out bcause i didn't really wanted to cry. I wanna be happy, but i'm not! =(
But at least i did it and i was there. I'm so hard on myself i don't know why? i just am! :S I think it's good bcause than i learn maybe. But i haven't learn a thing of it by being there i think. But the positive thing is that "I'M THERE and doing it anyway" and i'm really proud of me doing that even if i don't want to. I do it bcause of myself!
Anyways, I'm not totally done with the clothing line either. Have to make sure that the jeans button is on the right place bcause i did it the wrong way and on the wrong side of it. Damn how can i be so stupid! ARRG! =@
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I'm so freakin tired, my eyes ar rolling down. I think i need to sleep earlier. bcause last night i sat till 1.30 i think and the day after til 2 i think. So haven't slept that well and not that much either. So maybe it's time for me to take a nap now just like for awail 1-2 hours or something so i can go down to the sew room.
I'm going to bed now. bye for now
xoxo
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